Song Archive

Like a rusty needle dragging along

Moving, pointing at the long night

A body that can’t fall asleep

Watching dreams that swallow me whole

Beyond the window, the moon writhes

Overlapping,then missing each other again

Every outline starts to blur

Even I’m just an uncertain haze

The light that invaded my eyes

The moon flips over and the world…

Warps and gets twisted

Losing myself

Trapped in a night that won’t open

Can’t even breathe

Breaking glass, the play goes on

Even the shadows falling on my dry palms

Madness that confuses me

The needle’s sound echoes and trembles

Still can’t sleep

Lies laid bare. Warm, sticky gazes clinging to me

Layers of laziness piling up

Hands I grabbed, believing it was sure

Left only with fakes, no meaning

The warmth of someone I can’t recall

I pull it close, only to lose it again

To the warmth my searching hands touched

Fingers tangled with obsession

Tearing apart the little reason left

Fading, being grazed away

Letting go of myself

Even asking the name of the dark channel filling this body

Asking its name

The moon fills, the night dances

The past gouged out, worm-eaten fragments

Where were they hidden?

The needle shatters, I disappear

Can’t sleep anymore

Warps and gets twisted

Losing myself

Morning still unseen, here in my chest

My breath runs dry

Someone’s finger slides across the glass

Not even knowing what’s true anymore

In the night sky I looked up at

The moon’s shape and color dim

Wiping everything away

Those beautiful eyes of yours

that caught my gaze back then

are etched deeper into my heart

than anything else in my memory

Since the day I was reflected in your eyes,

I decided to steal you away

I love you, only you

Holding onto this feeling

I'll keep walking, no matter how far

Without even dreaming

I love you, only you

Please accept these feelings

One day, surely,

I'll dye you in my colors...

Before I knew it,

a stranger was standing by your side

Your beautiful eyes

were smiling innocently and gently

The moment I understood everything,

my heart turned black

Winning your heart

is my only desire

Even if only your body was taken,

there was no meaning

Before I knew it,

insanity emerged from the depths of my heart

In my hand, I clutched tightly

something glowing red, with the same name

Looking up at the sky, from the bottom of my heart

I prayed to God

"I want that person."

and laughed innocently

I love you, only you, holding onto this feeling

I'll keep walking, no matter how far, without even dreaming

I love you, only you, you've accepted these feelings

In those colorless eyes,

Only I continue to reflect... Ah...!

The crazy situation turned out to be meaningless when I got home

Job hunting and matchmaking makes me bitter and sentimental

I always wanted to give payback to those who smiled selfishly at me

Caught in a trap, caught in a trap, caught in a trap, caught in a trap

Break free, break free, break free, break free, break free, break free

Miku, miku wow wow wow wow yeahh~

Poor psychical condition and social insignificance

Within the body, the brain is phenomenal

Tax unpaid, social insignificance

There is no answer for life

Introverted, I hate society, hate fatigue, hate struggling everyday

I messed up when I was trying to be better but the idea of freedom is selfish

Wastefully, I grew up wounded, grew up incompetent, grew up uncertaintly

Unknown, unknown, unknown, unknown

Pain, pain

Resent, resent, resent, resent

Miku, miku wow wow wow wow yeahh~

Inability to be free, contained masses of spirit

The brain may be healthy, but the body is a battlefield

Being manly doesn't matter, just open your spirit

My life has no content

I'm sore everyday

Not motivated at all

Should I just be dead? There's no sense in being alive

Thing's are great for me, but not so much when I'm eating dinner alone again

Ive compared myself to my old self and I see that I lack a society

Day by day, I always thought it sounded nice in theory but I was being naïve

Caught in a trap, caught in a trap, caught in a trap, caught in a trap

Break free, break free, break free, break free, break free, break free

Miku, miku wow wow wow wow yeahh~

Poor psychical condition and social insignificance

Within the body, the brain is phenomenal

Tax unpaid, social insignificance

Life is just an uncomfortable party

It's painful to live every day

I'm becoming easily agitated

The results I yearn for come slowly...

I'm sore everyday

Not motivated at all

Should I just be dead? There's no sense in being alive

The end of the countdown.

The vague tomorrow

that "I know."

My vision is scattered.

The lost reality

that "can't come true."

A love that can't bloom

because it's already blooming

A drowned spirit.

Unburied

"dreams of dreams."

Loneliness and friends.

"Just stay,"

don't leave.

A dream that can't come true

because it's already been destroyed.

"Why am I

so hurt in the first place?

Was that, was that originally because

of that woman?

If it weren't for

that, that, that woman,

I would've been able to live without

scratches, wounds, and being hurt..."

I stabbed a picture of that woman

until the image of her face was destroyed.

You're too trashy to love.

My sincerest apologies, bitch.

Round and round and round, spinning

Round and round and round, dancing

By chance, in the city, I discovered

him and that woman kissing.

That, that, that vision sways

round and round.

If that woman is killed,

he will "He will!" be mine.

A hand emerges from my throat.

I'm so excited!

"He's no good for me,

he's hers."

I won't forgive you! I won't forgive you!

I can't forgive you! I can't forgive you!

I won't hand him over, not to anyone,

not to her!

That, that,

this, not to anyone,

which, which

not to her!

I won't let that

that, that woman touch you!

It's so fleeting,

so fleeting.

Even though I'm sitting right next to you,

I can't reach you,

I can't even reach you.

If only that woman (wasn't there)...

I slice that woman's throat to shreds

Her eyes are crushed and her brains are spilling out

into her spattered blood.

A rainbow stretches and envelops the two of us.

And then, it overflows, gushing out profusely.

I give "that" a kiss, and,

joined together in happiness,

I open my eyes once again.

（？？？）

I saw it in a dream one day

The whole world went underwater

Only you and I were left behind

A totally absurd situation

（？？？）

Only the "I" who was looking at "I myself" was there

Do you know

Which of the "I"s was bad?

（？？？）

Let’s gouge out your eyes

that way, you won’t look at anyone else

Let’s cut off your hands and feet

that way, you won’t touch anyone else

Why did you, although I am here,

sleep with other men?

That’s the punishment for the crime you committed

I’m not letting you go anywhere anymore

―From today, you are my specimen ―

I'll drive a picket into your chest

and put you inside a case with a glass door

I’ll place that in my room

and observe you every day

Each time I look at you, I feel shivers

and the blood in this body boils

You are already only mine

Yes, you are my

"Specimen Girl"

―Only mine―

That’s right, I’ll preserve you in that liquid

That way, you won’t rot away

Silent as the grave, that unique scent

arouses me once more

Your now unmoving body

I defile without paying any price

Your body gone cold

when I touch it with my hands I feel shivers

―Aah, now I feel like eating you up―

I cut open your chest with a knife

I take out your heart and eat it

With this, your heart is now mine

you won’t be able to love anyone but me

I return the rest to the case

I place it again by my side

I won’t let you go for as long as I live

after all, you are my

"Specimen Girl"

―Because...―

←・etiHSsekahotokuru

Siaou_iagiukobaraka

donomonukobahimikeDnetize

tiHSiaagukobomeD・←

→・―It’s unforgivable―・→

From inside the case

Look only at me

until I die

Aah, but you

no longer have eyes

After all, that is

―because I gouged them out...―

Therefore

I’ll put glass beads in your eyes

Let’s make you new eyes

What eye color should I choose?

That’s right, a red like blood would be fine

With those beautiful eyes

look only at me always

Only you from now on and always

I won’t let you go from my side

After all, you are mine

From now on and always mine

Until this body rots away

Yes, you are my

"Specimen Girl"

―Only mine―

―Only mine―

Only mine

Damn...

Daaaamnnn...

Daaamnnnn—! lol

Damn here we go

For 10 years I've had nothing

Just having money to eat throughout the year

It doesnt even matter

I want to kill those who do not want to do anything

Killing, killing, it's killing me

Killing, killing, society is killing me

I want to die, but I don't want to live either

But if I want to die like those people who have never worked seriously in real life ☆

Damn...

Daaaamnnn...

Daaamnnnn—! lol

Damn here we go

Here we go

Here we go

Very Very Fxxking Fxxking

To You To Me

I want to break your head, I want to kill you

That's right

That's YOU

They're all YOU

Killing me, killing me, it's killing me

Killing me, killing me, the world is killing me

I don't want to die, but I don't want to live either

I'm not even an important person ☆

Damn...

Daaamnn...

Damnnn!!

Damn, I hate all of this...

I live carrying my dark past

I live knowing that I will have a dark future

Without any happiness

I live knowing that I will have a painful future

you're not human

bigoted fetish exposure

seeking the vulgar relationships

that the body just desires

while you tower over me

i lose my vaginal tightness

coercing self-righteous copulation

seeking vulgar relationships

RAPE AND DESPAIR

EMOTION REDUCED TO ASHES

A STUPIFIED TRANCE

ETERNAL DESPAIR

i continue to be raped

my sister continues to be raped

you continue to be pleased

we are soaked in tears

coercing self-righteous copulation

this biased relationship continues

RAPE AND DESPAIR

EMOTION REDUCED TO ASHES

A STUPIFIED TRANCE

ETERNAL DESPAIR

it's so difficult, i want you to just let me die

please don't trample over our bodies anymore

I WANT TO DIE

I WANT TO DIE NOW

I WANT TO DIE

I WANT TO DIE NOW

I WANT TO DIE (KILL ME) I WANT TO DIE NOW (KILL ME)

RAPE AND DESPAIR

EMOTION REDUCED TO ASHES

A STUPIFIED TRANCE

ETERNAL DESPAIR

not even a sliver of hope

all at your mercy

no freedom, no smiling faces

will [you, it] end my life?

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, ten!

I uproot the arms budding from the right,

And try stabbing them into flower pots, you know.

Entwining the index fingers with the middle fingers,

It's the great, great completion of a flower.

In my garden lots of pretty handsies are blooming,

And I think not a single one is the same as another.

Fear garden, fear garden, fear garden, fear garden,

Fear garden, fear garden, fear garden, fear garden, but, don't run away.

My secret garden that I can't speak of to anyone.

My secret garden that I can't confess of.

Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh....

They're very pretty. with five fingers and occasionally four.

Open up your eyesies and take a look.

Lies, it's lies, it's all lies.

Lies, it's lies, it's all lies.

Lies, it's lies, it's all lies.

Lies, it's lies, it's all lies.

Probably, heh-heh.